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Name: Jessica
Location: Newcastle, United Kingdom
Birthday: 11/7/1986
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Sunday, May 13, 2012

Read Aloud

 

He loved her and she loved him. 
His kisses sucked out her whole past and future or tried to 
He had no other appetite 
She bit him she gnawed him she sucked 
She wanted him complete inside her 
Safe and sure forever and ever 
Their little cries fluttered into the curtains 

Her eyes wanted nothing to get away 
Her looks nailed down his hands his wrists his elbows 
He gripped her hard so that life 
Should not drag her from that moment 
He wanted all future to cease 
He wanted to topple with his arms round her 
Off that moment's brink and into nothing 
Or everlasting or whatever there was 

Her embrace was an immense press 
To print him into her bones 
His smiles were the garrets of a fairy palace 
Where the real world would never come 
Her smiles were spider bites 
So he would lie still till she felt hungry 
His words were occupying armies 
Her laughs were an assassin's attempts 
His looks were bullets daggers of revenge 
His glances were ghosts in the corner with horrible secrets 
His whispers were whips and jackboots 
Her kisses were lawyers steadily writing 
His caresses were the last hooks of a castaway 
Her love-tricks were the grinding of locks 
And their deep cries crawled over the floors 
Like an animal dragging a great trap 
His promises were the surgeon's gag 
Her promises took the top off his skull 
She would get a brooch made of it 
His vows pulled out all her sinews 
He showed her how to make a love-knot 
Her vows put his eyes in formalin 
At the back of her secret drawer 
Their screams stuck in the wall 

Their heads fell apart into sleep like the two halves 
Of a lopped melon, but love is hard to stop 

In their entwined sleep they exchanged arms and legs 
In their dreams their brains took each other hostage 

In the morning they wore each other's face

 
[I couldn't pick a favourite line. You have it all] 


Monday, December 12, 2011


..When I'm done I feel like talking
Without you here there is less to say

..I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy

Even though I feel the touch of love
I just don't think I'll ever get over you.

-Colin Hay

 

 

I don't want you.
But I will always, always have you in my heart. 
I will never get over you, and it kills me. 

 

I apologise for my ambiguity. It's good to have an outlet.


Tuesday, October 25, 2011

i didn't know
I didn't know
it was it was him who looked after me

i'm so scared to admit the truth i think i know
but fight to disbelieve


i'm so scared to forget about my lovers
as i have my god

 

I'm too scared to change.

 

 

 

She wouldn't admit that I was the one 
      who gave her everything she had. 
      I provided her with grain, olive oil and fresh wine. 
   I gave her plenty of silver and gold. 
      But she used it to make statues of Baal

...

She decorated herself with rings and jewellery. 
      Then she went after her lovers. 
      But she forgot all about me. 

....

So now I am going to draw her back to me. 
      I will lead her into the desert. 
      There I will speak tenderly to her. 


Thursday, August 04, 2011

 

broke my heart and another's

to love another. and to be loved.

 

This pain is unreal

the most real thing i've felt

in a long time

it is possible to be heart broken

to be falling in love.

 


Friday, July 01, 2011

my mind is restless, turbulent, strong and unyielding. I consider it as difficult to subdue as the wind.




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